IMISSYOU....


            The word "I miss you" is not enough for me to explain how I feel right now....

           It's been awhile since the last time I saw you alive and smiling....

           It's been a month since the last time you let me stay by yourside and hold your hand...

           It's been a rough time trying to forget that I wont be able to feel the touch of your hands again, the warm hugs of your arms again,


          the soft cheeks you let me kiss you everytime I leave and come home for school, the sound of your voice everytime you're scolding me for being hard-headed and everytime you commend me for doing something good... It is really true that you will only realize how much you truly miss someone when something happens, may it good or bad, and the only person you want to tell is the one person who isn't here anymore...

            If my letters for my mom can be thrown in heaven, I wish the angels can please pick it up for me, please give it to her and tell her they are from me. Tell her that I love her so much and I miss her very much...
Tell her that I'm longing for her warm hugs and sweet kisses... Please tell her "Mahal na mahal na mahal kita Mama Jean...", I'm sure she knows where those words came from... not just from my lips, but from my Heart that is longing for her...

              I wont be able to have a wity picture like this with you anymore Mama... Cause you're now taking new selfies and memories with God... But I wish I could hold you for awhile... Cause I really miss you so much Mama....

               Mama, Remembering you is always easy for me, I do it everyday, that's why I always feel sad realizing the fact that you're really forever gone physically Mama... I need a mother to talk to now that I have a problem but how would I be able to talk to the person who happens to be my main problem....

            But there will always be a pain within my heart that will never go away.. No matter what I do to move on from this pain because they always tell me to do so... deep down inside I will always know that I'll never get to kiss and hug you again, Mama... There are times I just think it should have been better if you would've stayed Mama... Actually, I always think that way...

 ILOVEYOUSOMUCH MAMA JEAN....
I MISS YOU, every week, every day, every hour, every minute, and every second of the day... How I wish you were here, physically....

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